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So last week we talked about trying on new voices and new styles as we explore and figure out who we really are as God made us – whether that’s as writers or professionals or partners or parents.
The post got me thinking about David. I’ve been reading 1 and 2 Saul these last few weeks, and this time I noticed something that really resonated with this discussion of authenticity. Remember when David is preparing to fight Goliath, and King Saul offers him his armor — a bronze helmet and a coat of mail? David obliges. He tries on Saul’s armor, straps a sword over his chest and then moves around a bit, feeling it out, testing whether it will work for him. But then he takes the armor off, saying to Saul, “I can’t go in these. I’m not used to them.” (1 Samuel 17:39).
David discards the fancy armor and the heavy sword and bends down to select five smooth stones from a stream instead. He puts those five stones in his shepherd’s bag. And then he sets off to fight Goliath, armed with only a handful of rocks in a bag, his staff and his slingshot.
Before I’d even considered this 31 Days to an Authentic You project, before I’d even thought about the topic of authenticity, here’s what I wrote in my journal after I read that passage:
“David rejects Saul’s armor. When he tries it on, it doesn’t fit; it doesn’t feel right. David decides to fight as himself, not masquerading as someone else. And he uses his own familiar tools — the tools at hand: a slingshot and some stones. The message: Go as you are. Use what you have.”
David didn’t need to fancy himself up with someone else’s stuff. Sure, he tried on Saul’s armor, but he realized right away it wasn’t him. So he went back to what he knew worked. He went back to his core essence as a shepherd.
God made David a humble, lowly shepherd. Yet when the time was right, God also transformed those simple shepherding skills and those simple shepherd’s tools – that slingshot and stone — into the skills and tools of a mighty warrior. We don’t need to pretend to be someone else, because God will transform us into who he needs, when and where he needs us.
Go as you are. Use what you have. God will use you just as you are, transforming you into your greatest potential.
What are your God-given skills? How have you used them (or how can you use them) to live out your calling?
I loved this! I think David is one of the best examples of the conflict between humility and pride. He’s so humble in this part of his story… I love that he tried on the armor.
I love that he tried it on, too, Rachel – and that he was confident enough in himself, in the self that God created, to forgo the armor. Love this part of the story!
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Thanks for this! I admit that I often think that I need to put on someone else’s version of strength (or wisdom or creativity, etc.), but God didn’t create me to be a copy of someone else. Eventually that will get ingrained into my heart and mind… 🙂
Beautiful post, Michelle. Appreciating the reminder to be just who I am, using what’s been given to me. A reminder also, to stop looking at what others possess, that I don’t. I bought a beautiful card one day of David facing down Goliath, and I framed it as a visual reminder about fighting my own “giants”. ALL things are possible, WITH GOD, no matter how little we think we have to fight back. Prayer…is our #1 “weapon”, amen?
My gifts are encouragement and organizational skills. I try to use the organizational thing here in my home, not always effectually. 🙁 And I write to encourage others in their battles. And I love receiving encouragement, too. Doesn’t everyone?!
Great application of a Scriptural truth to everyday life. I’m all into that!
Have you read Mended: Pieces of a Life Made Whole, by Angie Smith? She has a chapter called, ‘Why Weren’t You Moses?’
Once we forsake comparison and open up to the truth that we’re to be who God made us to be, we are newly free and empowered to get on with it.